"City Lights"
Oil on Panel
24x36"
2013
When I moved to Evergreen last summer, I took one look at all
of the fantastic trails out my back door and decided it was time to learn how
to mountain bike. If you know me in real life, you know that I can be a bit
clumsy (EXHIBIT A: broken wrist this summer), so maybe this wasn't the most
logical of ideas, but who needs logic when awesome trails are involved, right?
(Disclaimer: I promise that this post has everything to do
with your art career and not as much to do with biking – trust me and keep reading!)
Since I’m kind of a klutz and not the most athletic person in
the world, I immediately signed up to take a skills clinic so I could have
someone tell me how not to kill myself while hurling myself down mountains on
two wheels. I showed up the first night thinking we were going to practice
wheelies and drops and how to muscle our way over rocky obstacles, but instead
we headed up a pretty mellow trail and worked on some things that seem really
basic, but make EVERYTHING else about mountain biking come easier once you've
figured them out.
The one that was the biggest challenge for me?
FOCUS YOUR EYES ON WHERE YOU WANT TO GO.
Don’t
look down at the rock you’re about to ride over. Don’t look at that tree on the
side of the trail that you want to avoid. Don’t look down in the middle of that
switchback. Instead, look down the trail at where you’re headed.
Here’s the deal:
As soon as you focus
on that rock you’re trying to clear, you’re going to lose your equilibrium and
come to a stop. As soon as you look at that tree you’re trying to avoid, your brain
is going to make your body head that way and you’re going to clip your
handlebars. But if you keep your eyes on the place you want to end up, your
brain is going to get you there. The body is amazing like that.
Now, every time I’m out riding the trails, I’m constantly
reminding myself to focus on where I want to go. It doesn't come naturally to
me. And every time I do this I start thinking to myself what an awesome metaphor
the whole thing is for how to handle a career in the arts.
Do you see where I’m going with this?
Being an artist is tough. There are obstacles. There are
always new things you’re trying to achieve. And to make things more
complicated, you’re constantly surrounded by other awesome artists who are
making all of those things look really easy.
Enter frustration.
I see a lot of artists who are so focused on getting into a
certain show or gallery that they lose sight of where they want to go. They
focus on those things so much that when they don’t get in, they’re crushed and
can’t figure out what to do next. They don’t know where to go.
I see a lot of artists who go to shows and keep track of
every painting that sells, making a mental note the entire time of who is
selling and who is not. And when they happen to be the artist who isn't
selling, they get so focused on the guy who is that they make themselves
miserable. They put so much energy into keeping tabs on the other artist that
they lose sight of where they want to go.
I see a lot of artists who take a few workshops and get
inspired, then go home and hit the studio only to paint a bunch of scrapers.
Instead of seeing each failed painting as a learning opportunity, they get
upset that it isn't coming easy anymore, and as those scrapers pile up on the
studio floor they lose their motivation to paint. They’re so focused on results
that they completely lose sight of where they want to go.
When you lose sight of where you want to go, you lose your
equilibrium. You forget that you love to paint, that you have the best job in
the world. You stop working. You find something easier. Essentially, when you
focus on the wrong stuff, you fall.
Usually in art, it really isn't about where you are and what
you’re doing RIGHT NOW. It’s about knowing where you want to be.
What is your vision for your art, ultimately? What is your
vision for your career, long-term?
If you start focusing on all the little obstacles along the
way, you’re going to lose your balance and fall. But if you keep your eyes
focused on where you want to be, you’ll get there eventually.
I promise.
